It hit me!

Okay so today, well . . . the other day it really hit me that in June I will be 30, which I know isn't that old, but it made me really look at things. I can remember when I was young(older elementary) thinking that the adults around me really seemed to have it together and as I got older I always thought I would be wiser and more put together than I am. I always thought that my life would be special and that I would be making major impacts in the world. I thought I would be a woman that got up every morning early, exercised, do a whole days work before anyone was awake. Then as the rest of the family got up I would fix breakfast and get everyone dressed and groomed. I felt like my house would be put together and I would know how to handle my kids. I would have a regimented cleaning schedule so there was never a time when people saw my house as a disaster. I felt like I would be busy with events in the community that help people to better their lives. So in reality I was a great dreamer!!! I never thought of myself as a dreamer but I guess I am. I love my family, the set up we have and I know God has a plan but I sure wish I was a little more like my dream.